My name is Ljudmila.
“I dance through life”, because as far as I can remember, my body has been inspired by dance.
I work as a psychotherapist and a supervisor under supervision. I like to describe myself as a woman who accompanies people (men and women), when they “give birth” to their identity (relationship with themselves) and alterity (relationship to higher being). As your therapist, I encourage you to live authentically and in the present moment. I am your companion in Life as it is, which can be both pleasant and difficult. I also offer support for women, couples, and families in perinatal period.
Since my early childhood, I have expressed myself through dance. Today, dance is not only my personal medicine, but also a healing method for my clients.
„Formless dance” is a creative element of body language, which opens the door to my inner world. I integrate it into my personal and professional life. “Formless dance” is an expression of human hearts, which helps me strengthen and develop my clients’ personal potential.
I like to believe that I was born three times. My first birth took place in my twenties, when I became a professional ballerina. During my early childhood and school years, I sacrificed my free time for my love of dancing.
Studying abroad, dancing on stage, perfectionism, performances, blisters, various dance genres, classical and modern dance, Spanish dance, tango nuevo, salsa, … All those rules and structures made me feel cramped inside.
In the meantime, I become a social worker and completed a decade long study of psychotherapy. This was the beginning of my personal growth. A metamorphosis from a caterpillar to a butterfly. A transition from structured to more dynamic, relaxed, and “flowing” life. It has led me to the birth of a doula, when I gave birth in a true sense of the word: I became a mother. I have also discovered Dance of 5 rhythms, and I started studying dance-movement psychotherapy. This has finally freed my body from ballet shackles, structure, and shame. I was finally able to how myself with all my potentials and glowing profoundness.
A couple of years ago, my former husband and I divorced amicably. I will be happy to support you in your search for answers.
Each personal experience helped me reach a little bit deeper into my Soul. When the years passed by, both dark and light aspects of Life polished me like a diamond. The answers have never eluded me. I connected the picture with the past and got to know the person I was in that moment. This has strengthened a new shade of myself, and I gave it a name and transformed its weakness into creative path and self-realisation.
On my personal journey, I have recognized different faces of my Inner Woman. I have created a group of women, who strive to be fully aware of their Womanhood. They wish to embody and empower it, for example by learning about cyclical living.
As mentioned before, I am currently living a life after my third birth. I am psychotherapist, supervisor, and doula. I have accepted what I am and what is. In the face of challenges, I sometimes pave the way to myself. Other times, I wait hopefully and open-mindedly in silence. If necessary, I steer through the tunnels and strengthen my Consciousness. In the search of light, I turn into tenderness, where I try learning to dwell in the Love. My journeys can be delicious, happy, and dynamic, but they are always curious, persistent, and heartfelt.
So, I am with you in this space of creating new frequencies, colors, tastes, bodily sensations, wisdom and finding truths that ignite your Light of Self.